A poem -- Mother's Love

I was cleaning up and I found the poem in my book. I like this poem. This is for my boys!

Mother's Love

How beauitful you are my life angel,
As I hold you in my arms for
Everyone to see,

You are a perfect and precious gift,
Sent by God to me.

And as you sleep at night,
You will always be safe
and protected,

And watched over by
the Lord above.

Love,
Mommy

BEAUITFUL BOYS

I was watching the movie, "Mr. Holland's o...." other days. It is for my boys!! It should change from Daddy to Mommy! It is for my boys!! Here is thee song:

Close your eyes
Have no fear
The monster’s gone
He’s on the run and your daddy’s here

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy

Before you go to sleep
Say a little prayer
Every day in every way
It’s getting better and better

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy

Out on the ocean sailing away
I can hardly wait
To see you come of age
But I guess we’ll both just have to be patient
’cause it’s a long way to go
A hard row to hoe
Yes it’s a long way to go
But in the meantime

Before you cross the street
Take my hand
Life is what happens to you
While you’re busy making other plans

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy

Before you go to sleep
Say a little prayer
Every day in every way
It’s getting better and better

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy
Darling, darling, darling
Darling sean

by John Lennon

Great New of new addition in our family!

WOW, it s have been a while. I was so busy with christmas, baking alot of cookies, and taking care of my Tristan. Tristan had a lot of fun with me making sugar cookies. he loves to use cookie-cut. Also, made peanut butter cookies. EVERYONE, repeat! EVERYONE ate it all! Also, made chocloate chip cookies and with the nuts too. It s fun to make the cookies. How yummy!

I had been going to the midwife every week last month to check on the baby's. The baby is doing good. Until after the holiday, I gained three pounds in one week. I was concered about the baby's weight will be bigger from the last sonogram, which it s showed that the baby is 8 pounds and 2 ozs. I spoke with my mom about it and very concered that I will not be giving natural birth. Also, spoke with midwife as well too. I went ahead to schudel for c-section. We went ahead to make schudel for it. the early the better! We re all exciting about it.

Here is the picture of me on Christmas EVE.
I looks too huge!!


I told my hubby through the email. He is so exciting. He can't wait to see the baby to come out the belly!

The next day, we were at the hospital in the early morning! Rise and Shine! haha :)
They put me on montier to watch out with the contraction and the baby's movement also, the hearts beats too. Also, they put me IV. BLAH! on my left hand! BLAh i dont like it. But the nurse can see my vein on my hand. She could nt see any veins on my arms. We were just waiting for the doc and getting ready too.

Then, we were on the roll for have the c-section. It s so fast! They gave me epuial(spelling?) to numb me. Gosh i could nt feel the thing! that s what epuial for. The doc, and midwife and nurses were getting ready to roll.

I heard the baby's screaming! Then it was quiet. Then I heard it again. The doc said, It s boy! Of course I know that! haha! They said, that's the baby's health is good! The nurse checked on him and the other doc too. They told my husband, everything is good and his hearing is good. he passed the hearing test. But we will be taking him again to Audiology when he will becomes three months old.

Welcome to the world, my son!! Here is the picture of him!




Dada and Mama with our second son!

We decided what name for him. It s Anthony Martin! He is 8 pounds and 8 ozs. 20 inches long! He is a good baby! He s looks like my Uncle John, my dad's brother. Anthony and Uncle John have the same nose! It s so cute! Anthony have brown hair, brown/green eyes. He is so precious baby.

I stayed at the hospital for four days. I was so happy to be back home. I really hate the lousy hopstial bed. But my c-section scar is getting better every day. It s better than the first c-section. I was so grateful with that. But at the same time, it takes time to heal for it. I have been taking the medience for the pain, while I was in the hospital. Now, I stopped it, I dont wanted to be addict to it. I know I am not. I am taking simple tylneor. Now the pain is gone but it s comes on and off with the pain. Of course the muscles and others are healing up, which, it s take times for it about six weeks to heal it up. I still had scaraple to hold my skin up from c-section. I had to wait about less than a week to take it out.

When I cames home from the hospital, I am so happy. Tristan is so exciting to see me home and the baby boy! He wore his t-shirt that our friend gave to him. On the t-shirt saying, "I am a big brother". He loves it! He is so exciting to see the baby. Of course, he wanted me to pick him up which I cant pick him up. I have to wait the scar to gets better! I would loves to pick him up and swirl him around like bears dancing in the room or mommmy/son dancing together!

Anthony had a little jaundice. We took him to his ped. doc. The doc said, he is doing good. But a little jaundice. It will go away. And it did! He is getting better and gains weight too. Now he is 8 pounds and 14 ozs. 21 inches long! Oh my! Oh my! Oh my little ones is growing!

Tristan!! I can't believe it! HE IS ALREADY BIG!!!!!! I mean, he is not a baby anymore! Now he is a toddler! He is so smart and walks so fast! Of course other toddlers do the same too!! However, he can be stubbon as mule! GRR!! **giggles** He is good toddler! He loves his baby brother. I wish this blog have like a tape recorder, so you can hear what Tristan tried to say his name, Anthony. Tristan tried his best as he can. It s so cute how he said it!


My favorties picture with the boys!


Hope u guys enjoy the pictures as I do!