Went to fruits/vegtable picking

Today was so busy today (Sept. 3, 2006). We went to Weed Orchards at Marlboro, NY. We picked out some peaches, nectarines, pears, cumumbers, peppers, tomatoes, melon, gala which is differnet kind of apples, italian pulms, eggplants, and squash. we were planning to get grapes but it s not ready yet, and pupkim, different kinds apples. it s really nice. I will post it in under my pictres to show. It s about one hour north from where we live. But it s about twenty mintues away from woodbury commons.

Next month, we will take to apples picking near my home which it s about five mintues away form my home. It will be fun! We love it! We went to Davis Farms, I think it s spell right. We went there last year. Tristan had a great time there. He grab the apple from the tree. We had to hold him. So, he can pick the apple out from the tree. Then he ate the apple! YUMMY! He loves it

Tristan have some nectaines and peaches!! Look DADDY, I am carrying them!


So, he did again at Weed Orchards. He picked nectarines from the tree. He took a bite of it! He still keep eatting. He loves it! YUMMY!


DADDY!!!!! LET ME TRY!! WANNA TO TRY IT!!


Yay, I got the help from Daddy!! It s fun!!


Mommy and my little ones!! How beauitful!!


Anthony and Daddy!! LOVELY! U can see in the car that we have alot of fruits and vegtables. YUMMY!




Look the view behind us!! How beauitful it is!! You can see pumpkins and pears and apples trees as well! LOVELY VIEW!



It s time to go home!

After we left from Wedd Orachards, we went thurway. GOSH!! It s took forever! I mean, we were in bumper to bumper! WOW so many cars waiting and go, waiting, and go. One of the exit to Woodbury, was so packed!!!!! We were thinking to take that exit 'cuz we were afraid of the trafffic toward to our home NYC/Tappen Zee Bridge. We were waiting almost a hour stuck in the traffic. After we saw the exit 16 for Woodbury. There is no more trafffic!! YAY!! Finally the cars gotta to moving. In twenty mintues later, we were home and safe! We had a good time and good experience too.

Can't wait for next month!! hahaha :)

Anthony!

Anthony started to learn how to crawal. He started about two weeks ago. Now he is pro! He s funny how he crawal. He used his hand to reach out to push it and come forward. His legs... umm.. how can i describe it? His legs, he did like crossing his legs and reach out and using his belly to move forward. Sometime he does that. Sometime he use his legs like one leg to move and other leg to move as back and forth. Also, he did miltary crawal too. Gosh it s so sweet how he does it!

When Anthony is upset or crying when i was standing up. I was lke what s wrong, Anthony. He would crawaling up to me and tried to reach up my capri pant and tag on it. So, i can put him up. Other time, i would not too far from him. He would crawal to me. And the same with Dan's too. Even time, Dan said,come on come on Anthony. Anthony would crawaling to him.

It s so exciting new for him.

Today, Anthony is so funny. Trsistan took the couch cushion and tried to jump on teh couch. I tld him no jumping. I afraid that he would fall to get hurt. So he put cushion on the floor and jumps on it. We were listening to the music and enjoy it. Anthoy like it and smiling too. He s crawaling to the cushion. HE WANNA TO GET ON IT!! OF COOURSE JUST LKE HIS BROTHER, TRISTAN!! He s so funny! He wanna do just like his brother.

Also, Anthony trying to reach out for the coffee table. He straning himself to stand up. He wanna to stand up. I guess he wanan to catch up everything with his brother!

Today was a mess! I mean MESS! Tristan keep bringing his toys into the living room and play with it. Everytime we cleaned it up, he messed it again. BOY BOY BOY!! He loves to watch The wiggles, ELMO, blue's clue! Today we did arts crafs. We did some painting. He had fun with it. We will prop. will do it again tomrrow.

Anthoy stil have his two teeth. He have been fussy lately. And his food i forget what is called, is reducing to due to teething. And plus his bottles too. he loves water. thats good. the doc said, he s healthy. Soon i will call the doc for Athony's check up.


Here are some pictures


Look at me MAMA!! I can do it!!



I am being SILLY!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEH



How cute I look!!


Look at me! I loves to clean!! I loves to help Mama to clean! I am Mr. Clean Junior!! Mama's Mrs. Clean! (giggling)

Here is the pictures

This picture was taken on July 4th. Tristan love to wear train shirt as u can see both of them wearing Thomas the Train clothes set! Of course, takin' after DADDY!!


Tristan have my purse and my flip-flop! i gotta to take the picture of it! he is so funny!! He have been doing for this past month now! He loves to take Grandma's work shoes, sneakers, Daddy's work shoes, whoever shoes on the floor and gotta to try it on and walk with it!! It s funny how he put it on and walks with it!

Other pictures of Tristan that he love to ride on his truck!! LOOKIE LOOKIE!!

Visiting friend of mine

Few weeks ago, we went to see our good freind, Julie and Jesus in Connecticut. We had a wonderful time together to meet our sons each others. They had good time together! :) Thanks Julie and Jesus to letting us to crash ur place!! I know Tristan love to play with ur pillows and air mattaers.

Its our first time to meet Little Darion. He is so wonderful and handsome baby!! It s hard to tell who he looks like the most. But i see alot of both of his parents!! Just have to wait alittle bit more when Darion will gets older. Darion seems to look like Jesus. But I see some of Julie's too. Dont feel bad! Same with Tristan. Alot of peeps think Tristan looks like Mommy... but other hand dan. I just found some pictures of dan's. I finally saw some babies pictures of Dan. Now i can see where tristan looks like the most! Its dan! I can see Tristan's check on his lower face from Dan's. I have to scan the picture and show to you all!!!

For Anthony, he looks like me and my brother's when we were babies. I have to look trough the picture albums and scan it to show you too.

I know the time have gone so fast. And my little babies are growing so fast! SLOW DOWN! They are doing great! And smart too! Anthony is sarting to do more push- up more frequeltly. Maybe who knows, that he will be start crawling. I have to clean up more frequeltly before Anthony will start to crawl. It s just so hard cuz we have so many peeps walkin in and out in and out. Just that i have to be more careful around with Anthony on the floor. Sometime I dont see thing on the floor which stuipd dog go into the garaabge to take something and bring to the living room to eat it. I was like u idiot! Thats where the babies will be at! IDIOT dog! What we can do. Just have to clean up more. BLAH! BUT GOTTA TO DO IT then. to be SAFE.

Anyway, while we were at connt. We went to Mystic, Connecticut. We went to see Mystic Aquarium. It was fun to see different aminials. Tristan had a lot of fun sightseeing all the different animals. Tristasn was afraid to touch string ray when they have display in the water tank to see what is string ray and what is it feel like. BOY TRISTAN WAS AFRAID!

We went to see a show a short show of sea lion. It s fun!!! Tristan keep blahing himself and pointing at the sea lions. He likes it. All of us had a great time. We will can do it again then!! :)


Mommy is showing Tritsan the fishes in the tanks.


Anthony is looking at the tank. WHAT AM I LOOKING AT?! (giggles, Ohh the fishy in Anthony's mind)



Peeka-a-Boo!


Hello, my freind!!


We went to see a show, sea-lion show. Tristan really enjoyed it very much! He kept pointing and blahing himself and to us too!


PFFFFFFFFFHHHHHHHHTTTTTTTT! This picture just came out of blue! He s funny!


WHOA!!!!!
It s hard to get them the picture together! All of them are getting exciting to see each other and play each other too! :)


"Making a tent, Mama" He had a blast with air bed and the blanket!

Let s do it again sometime soon! We had a great time! :) MISS YOU GUYS!! HUGS HUGS!!

OH BOY OH BOY!

Wow... I haven't post anything lately. I have been so busy alot with my two boys! I know it s my excuses for me not to post anything. MY BAD! Forgive me!

I have been taking Tristan to a place to audoliogy for more testing to let him know what to do and get the idea how to work. By listening and hear the sound. For expample, when tristan pick up any object like block... or animals figures, or cyroans, or umm... anything what they have in the room for toys. When i or the speech therphy lady or audioloist told him, "listen, listen". Tristsan picked up the object and put next to his ear with his hearing aids. And listen and waiting for the sounds. WHen he hears the sound, he put it down whatever it s goes. It s can be puzzles or mix and match. He is doing so well with it. I am glad to hear that. But my big question is, how much can he hear? low frequetely or high freguetely? And etc. But to my opinion, I think he s doing so wonderful. Plus, he is just a toddler. CANT BELIEVE NOW HE IS A TODDLER!! NOT A LITTLE BABY!! He is still my baby! And Anthony too! MY BABIES!

Also, Tristan is doing good with his abilties skills, motor skills and his speech. But still having trouble with saying, D trying to say b for example, Bubble,,,, he said dubble. I am trying to rember what else. Also, tyring to teach him silent sounds,"shh". He did it. He is learning more.

I am sure the same with your kids who go through the same stage as I do. And who have babies will go the same steps as do. Maybe in the different way. There is no right or wrong! :)

Just keep up the hard work! :)

For Anthony, he is doing so wonderful. He s getting taller. :) Now he can sit up independetly (spelling) on his own now! YAY for him! He started about two weeks ago! He loves it to sit on the floor with many differnet toys--stuff animanls, balls(gosh he love the balls), panio for hiim to play, books and papers! YES PAPERS! I have to watch him whatever i see him with the paper i have to watch him for few mintues before he will rip it! HE LOVES TO RIP! I think he likes it cuz of the noise. IT s could be who know!

Oh yeah, He have been fussy alot lately. CUZ he is teething!! He have two teeth are coming out which it s on the lower gum! YAY FOR ANTHONY! I will take a picture of it when it s will show more of the teeth. Everytime I wanna to see his mouth. He tends to stick out his touge out! HE S FUNNY! LEt me see it, Anthony, He gave me a big smile and stick it out! hahaha! GOSH, he have funny way to do with his binky. He can hold it, play with it, put his mouth in different way. He s so funny!

Dan took the picture of it. I have to upload it. i will show to u next blog!

Dan is doing good. He is busy alot as alway. Nothing new with him. Just the same old crap! hahaha Oh yea, Dan went to Rochester, i think a month ago, i think or two months ago. He went there to get the stuff out of the house And put it in the storge. The HOUSE IS NOW SOLD! YAY!!!! Finally, it s sold! YIPPERS!! haha :)

Soon, we will have a garage sale. i am getting rid of some baby clothes, maturity clothes, strollers ( i wanan to get double stroller), infant seat carrier, play pen, infant seat thing, and exuacersauce, stuff animals, toys, books, and other things. My mom will sell her stuff too. i am waiting for her to clean it up. I can help her out. Just waitin for u mom!

Hopefully, we will have a garage sale in Aug. I really need a double stroller! SO BADLY! So i can take the boys to take a walk outside and do things! Money is so tight! I HATE IT! Its made me think today, when should I work? But i rather to wait few months when Anthony will get little bit older. Just wait and see and plus i am still looking in the newpaper and online for the jobs. It s still hard around here with my field. But a lot alot alot of opening for LPN, medical billing and etc. Maybe i can do that medical billing. if i do that, the company who would hire can train me. It would not be bad. I can learn. WHY not. We will see fist. take my time and fix my resumes and etc.

i am going to upload the pictures that you guys are waiting for!!!!

MAMA!! I AM HOT!!! ITS TOOOO HOT IN HERE! TAKE ME BACK INSIDE OF THE HOUSE WHERE COOL IS!!


Mama, Why you left me there, sleeping in the highchair? Take me back to crib!! ZZZZ's!

uh-oh!!! I gotta go now Anthony s up! time totake himto back to bed! good nite!

OH BOY OH BOY!

Wow... I haven't post anything lately. I have been so busy alot with my two boys! I know it s my excuses for me not to post anything. MY BAD! Forgive me!

I have been taking Tristan to a place to audoliogy for more testing to let him know what to do and get the idea how to work. By listening and hear the sound. For expample, when tristan pick up any object like block... or animals figures, or cyroans, or umm... anything what they have in the room for toys. When i or the speech therphy lady or audioloist told him, "listen, listen". Tristsan picked up the object and put next to his ear with his hearing aids. And listen and waiting for the sounds. WHen he hears the sound, he put it down whatever it s goes. It s can be puzzles or mix and match. He is doing so well with it. I am glad to hear that. But my big question is, how much can he hear? low frequetely or high freguetely? And etc. But to my opinion, I think he s doing so wonderful. Plus, he is just a toddler. CANT BELIEVE NOW HE IS A TODDLER!! NOT A LITTLE BABY!! He is still my baby! And Anthony too! MY BABIES!

Also, Tristan is doing good with his abilties skills, motor skills and his speech. But still having trouble with saying, D trying to say b for example, Bubble,,,, he said dubble. I am trying to rember what else. Also, tyring to teach him silent sounds,"shh". He did it. He is learning more.

I am sure the same with your kids who go through the same stage as I do. And who have babies will go the same steps as do. Maybe in the different way. There is no right or wrong! :)

Just keep up the hard work! :)

For Anthony, he is doing so wonderful. He s getting taller. :) Now he can sit up independetly (spelling) on his own now! YAY for him! He started about two weeks ago! He loves it to sit on the floor with many differnet toys--stuff animanls, balls(gosh he love the balls), panio for hiim to play, books and papers! YES PAPERS! I have to watch him whatever i see him with the paper i have to watch him for few mintues before he will rip it! HE LOVES TO RIP! I think he likes it cuz of the noise. IT s could be who know!

Oh yeah, He have been fussy alot lately. CUZ he is teething!! He have two teeth are coming out which it s on the lower gum! YAY FOR ANTHONY! I will take a picture of it when it s will show more of the teeth. Everytime I wanna to see his mouth. He tends to stick out his touge out! HE S FUNNY! LEt me see it, Anthony, He gave me a big smile and stick it out! hahaha! GOSH, he have funny way to do with his binky. He can hold it, play with it, put his mouth in different way. He s so funny!

Dan took the picture of it. I have to upload it. i will show to u next blog!

Dan is doing good. He is busy alot as alway. Nothing new with him. Just the same old crap! hahaha Oh yea, Dan went to Rochester, i think a month ago, i think or two months ago. He went there to get the stuff out of the house And put it in the storge. The HOUSE IS NOW SOLD! YAY!!!! Finally, it s sold! YIPPERS!! haha :)

Soon, we will have a garage sale. i am getting rid of some baby clothes, maturity clothes, strollers ( i wanan to get double stroller), infant seat carrier, play pen, infant seat thing, and exuacersauce, stuff animals, toys, books, and other things. My mom will sell her stuff too. i am waiting for her to clean it up. I can help her out. Just waitin for u mom!

Hopefully, we will have a garage sale in Aug. I really need a double stroller! SO BADLY! So i can take the boys to take a walk outside and do things! Money is so tight! I HATE IT! Its made me think today, when should I work? But i rather to wait few months when Anthony will get little bit older. Just wait and see and plus i am still looking in the newpaper and online for the jobs. It s still hard around here with my field. But a lot alot alot of opening for LPN, medical billing and etc. Maybe i can do that medical billing. if i do that, the company who would hire can train me. It would not be bad. I can learn. WHY not. We will see fist. take my time and fix my resumes and etc.

i am going to upload the pictures that you guys are waiting for!!!!

MAMA!! I AM HOT!!! ITS TOOOO HOT IN HERE! TAKE ME BACK INSIDE OF THE HOUSE WHERE COOL IS!!


Mama, Why you left me there, sleeping in the highchair? Take me back to crib!! ZZZZ's!

uh-oh!!! I gotta go now Anthony s up! time totake himto back to bed! good nite!

Nice day

Today is nice day. Even though, it was cloudy. Some are sunny, some are not. Me and my sons were pretty outside all day under the shade. My dad put tent on the desk. it s nice of course so that s way dont have to get too much sunburn. It s really nice. We have swimming pool on the desk with 100's balls. We dont put water in it on the desk. it will be too much trouble for it. IF it s really really hot outside. i will take the swimming pool on the grass and fill up the water. But Soon i have to buy a new swimming pool cuz the one we have already rip. Dan said we can patch it on. So just wait and see what happen in the future then.

Tristan have learned so much words He learned over 100 words now. YAY! for Tristan! Good boy, Tristan! Mama and Daddy are so proud of you!

Anthony is doin' good. He had a hard time to go number 2. He have been contpristed( wrong spelling) I gave him prune juice last night and this morning. BOY! It s made him go!! Now, I feels better now, He is more himself now. :)

I cant believe that Anthony already five months old and Tristsan is 20 months old! OH me oh my! The boys are growing so fast. I was looking at all the pictures. Not all of them. But i was doing some scrapbook for the boys. One for Anthony and One for Tristan. Of course I am not finish. It will take time. It s really fun to do. I do lilttle bit of time. Of course. I dont wanna do it later. Because I am afraid that we will be too busy to do and forget to do the scrapbook for hte boys and myself. I already started to do mine for wedding scrapbook. It s fun! I needs to get more papers for it. And needed to print a lot of pictures. Of course, I havent print alll the pictures yet. But someday, i will be!! I cant wait for that!!

We have a problem with the videophone. I dont know why or how. WE think that it s could be the rounter but just waiting to hear from the company. They had contacted me but they gave me the intsruction how to set it up right. It s not working right. I think it s relate to the rounter. So, jsut waiting to hear form. I cant wait to get starting with the videophone and talk to friends and hopefully to use the realy too. It will be so great to see freinds. I miss you guys! hugs hugs!!

alright let me go now.it s bed time. Nite-nite.

Sara

what a long week!

Boy, we have been so busy so lately! My sons love to play and get some attentions! JEEZE, they love attentions from me! Anyhoo, recently we came home from the mall, Naunet mall, Not bigger mall, Palisade Mall. When we left the house, and drove to taco bell for Dan's. He haven't eat yet. He came home late. I had to watch Tristan 'because he put his fingers in his mouth. I told him don't put your fingers in your mouth. Take it out! Dan thought he was playing around like pop go the weasel (not sure how to spell). I looked over at Tristan. The next thing I knew it he was threw up! He was playing around with his mouth. That was his first time to do that. jeeze we had to clean up him and changed his stinky clothes and put a clean clothes on him. I had to take him the bathroom to clean his hands and his face. No more stinks smell. I just washed his clothes just now and the seat belt from the car seat. He is curious boy. I guess that s what happen in this time of his age now. I read in the web site of the age catergies that 20 months old will be very curious with his body. he already done that! hahaha I just have to igrone it. Oh well, it s normal for all the children then. :)

I was so impressed with Tristan last saturday, he wore his hearing aids allll day, I mean, all day. I was so impressed with him. I am so happy that he wears him more frequenetly. YAY FOR HIM! But sometime he took it off. I had to put back it on. But it will takes a while. Hopefully, before September he will wears them more often. Pray to the lord for the hope for Tristan to wears them! :)

Last Saturday, we went to the party for my cousin's first commu. we had a good time. i got my face-painted. it s cool and the same as my cousins too. it s cute. i took alot of pictures. i will post next time with it. I saw my uncle and my aunt for the first time. i havent see them since i believe 99 or 98 either that years. i cant believe they are getting so old!! of course they are growin and turnin' to be old now. they looks so good. :)

on recenelty, sunday, we took the boys to the park. they love it! tristan was afraid at first to go on the swing. Dan holds him and they loves it. tristan walked around the park and blahing himself. he kept talking himself. Let him enjoy the fuN! i took some pictures. They looks so cute. i will post it again next time. :)

On Mermerial Day, umm.. nothing plan. just that we had to help my mom's to get laptop for my brother's. we had to help her to understand what is that or this. She got a good deal with the laptop for my brother. we walked around the Palisade Mall (to get some exerices). It s good walk for all of us!! i needs to lose some weights. It s starting to lose some. but slowly. i gotta to keep it up! yay for me. kEeP iT uP!! :)

I am thinking to get double stroller. i know i know i havent get it yet! i am looking around in the web site to see which one will be good and gotta to look at the reasonable price.

We're thinking to have a garage sale but not now. once we will get our stuff from Rochester. we will be prepare to sell some stuffs that we don't need. of course, My MOM need to sell her CRAPPY crAPPY cRAPY STUFfS! dont ask me how many or whatever. it s bad enough! she jsut postone herself too much and compalining that she dont have room or dont have time. She have time. jsut that she needs to relax hersefl. She have been running around the house in and out in and out go to work, go to the stores whatever it needed, go out for errands, and go out to see my brother nick. (he is doing good!! KEEP IT UP NICk! We re proud of you!) SHE IS SO BUSY!! that s life about! of course she need a vacation! A ReAL VACATION! I MEAN IT! maybe i can talk to dad about setting up vacation in sept. this year to take her honeymoon for the first time honeymoon! They never went to honeymoon. Of course so do we! of course maybe next year we will go out for honeymoon. but not nnow. Dan's works. he jsut started and just wait and see how is everything is going and etc.

Gosh, I miss everyone so much! I have been thinking all of you's!!!HUGS HUGS SO TIGHT!!!! mwah!

ALright enough of me chat-chit chat-chit!

Good nite. HUGS!

BUSY DAY!

What a busy day we had today! Anthony got too early this morning. Unbelieveable! Imagiage that! Around 4 in the morning! He just up! He don't wanted to go back to sleep. He just blahing himself and vocal himself. Playing himself and stratched his face!! Poor Anthony. I gotta to cut his nails again! His nails are getting longer now. POOR POOR POOR Anthony!

This past week, Tristan is doing well with his bed time rounties but very crazy of course. I had to get ready before 8 pm. Around 6 30 to 730 pm, I got ready for him to take a bath each other days. Of course put pj on him. Read few books to him and drink his choclate milk. then Go to bed around 730 to 8 pm. It will takes a while for him to get him asleep maybe i would say 5 mintues to a hour. LAST SUNDAY FORGET IT!!! It s the worse! I put him to bed around 740 around that time. Cuz he was so terid that time. But he was fighting with his sleep. He wont go to sleep after 9ish. JEEZE!! I felt that it was my longest night for me to get him to sleep. But it s not of course. but it felt like it. I am sure many of you had or have those experience.

Past three weeks, Anthony is learning how to roll himself. He is doing good with it. yay for him! couple days ago, he learned how to do from stomach to back. The whole time, that he was doing from back to stomach. now he can do both! It takes a while for him to learn. Of course, he is still struggling to get up. He really wanna to get up. U can see him to struggle and grunting his whole body that looks like he was trying so hard to get up like to sit up. His face was like grunting GRRR! hahahaha
Oh yeah, He loves his blue monkey that it was Tristan's when he was a baby. But Tristan dont play with that as much when he was a baby. But Anthony do!! I gotta to wash that to make it clean again. He loves to put it in his mouth or playing with it! CUTE BLUE MONKEY!

Umm.. past two weeks again, for Tristan, he was playing with his stuff animals or his walking dog. One time, i think last sunday, my mom brought doughnuts home. He had one but not finish all of it. So, he gave to his walking dog! HOW CUTE IS THAT! We made cookies on Mother's Day. The next day, I gave him a cookies. he had some and go to rocking horse and tried to give horse a cookies! And his bears! hahaha IT s so cute. I gotta to take a pictures of it. The next time he will do that again. I gotta to get my camera ready.

Last sunday, it was Mother's day. It s my second time as mother day. It s nice. i made pancake from a stratch. It was good. The boys gave me watch and necklace. But i dont like how the watch works. I had a hard time with it to open it. And for the necklace, I already have a heart necklace. So we went to the mall to get different one. I got a circle dimanod necklace. It s so beautiful! I have been wearing them since! I am sure U had a wonderful time on ur mother's day. Some of you are a mother. Hope u had a wonderful day on ur mother's day!

Boy, for the past week, it was raining on and off, on and off! JEEZE. Today it was werid. on and off then all the sudden sunny then boom raining sunny then raning finally, sunny! how weird is that!!

We still wanna to move to FLA. But we gotta to be patience! PATIENCE SARA PATIENCE!! Of course we needs to save some money and wait a while for dan to work longer with the company. He seesm to love it now. He have been learning so much now. Of cousre still more to learn. I am glad, that he is learning so much about how to work, how things work with sturcture of bridge, or building, or whatever it is. I am glad he's happy.

Alright let me go to rest now while the boys are in bed.
Good nite!

Here is the pictures

Anthony is having fun his baby estein.

Tristan loves to ride that bike. However it s still a little bit danger for him to ride it. He still fell down with that. He still wanna it even time, i put it away. He uses his feet to more forward with the bike.


Anthony have a serious face.

Silly Tristan. He knows how to gets in. Yet, he coudn't get out. He needs my help. funny how he said it. "OUT" A long word "OUUUUUUUUTTTT".

Mama& Tristan

Check up for Anthony

Anthony had his check-up today. He weights 19 pounds and 16 ozs. And 25 inches long! WHAT A BIG BABY!! He is doing well with his health. Of course, Anthony is happy and playing with is body by rocking himself, rolling himself. I have to watch him by my side. He s so great baby. I loves his sound of laugh, his beautiful smile, his chubby cheek, his lovely green/brown eyes, and my gosh, his scent!

I don't wanted his scent to go away! I wanna to keep that smell! There is no way that I can grab your scent to put into a bottle! I know that his scent will go away soon. :(

It's happened to my son, Tristan. His scent went away around 7 months. I am trying to remember when. It s so hard to think for a minute when did his scent went away! WOW! Just amazed me how my kids grow so fast! I am glad that we have camera, so we can take many many pictures!! Pictures Book of Our Lives! Jeeze I am sure, many of you took a lot of pictures. I love pictures! That's remind me of the song that from the commercial of HP printer. "picture picture of your mama long time ago...." That's great song to hear!

Boy, soon it will be Mother's Day this sunday. cant believe that fast already. Daniel have to work this weekend. bleh!!!!!! He told me that he might have to work on sunday. BOO-HOO! wewill see how it is going with his work. He is so busy with his project. I am glad, it's going well for him.

This weekend, my brother Nick will come up and visit us. Thats nice. I dont know what will plan this weekend then. Just wait and see how it is go then.

OH yeah, Pray the lord for my uncle John's health. Its my dad's brother, John. He found out that he have gall bladder tumor. He had his surgery for it. The doctor took more blood work. The doc think it s cancer. I found out through my dad's. My mom talked with John about health and etc. She helped him which doc and hosptail. He will go to the city of NY for the hosptial to do more testing. I heard from my mom, that he dont have cancer yet. But needs to get more blood works and etc. Not sure exactly words by words. I know it's pretty stressful to hear and see what's happening with my Uncle and etc. Pray to the Lord that my Uncle will gets better!

Oh yeah, I forget to mention that Anthony had two shots. When he have his first shot today, he did cry a little but not as wailing cry as last time! The second shot, he didn't cry. I was talking to him while the nurse do her thing. He was just looking me with his big smile. Yet, now he's grumpy but not as bad grumpy. He is okay now. He slept some today and gave him some ty. He dont like the flavor of cherry. I have to buy other one, which grape. He spit it out. darn! But now he is okay. YAY,my precious Anthony!

OH my gosh! What a night that I had last night. I let Anthony sleep from between 5:30 to 11 pm. The biggest mistake!! I should wake him up. He wont go to sleep until around 3:45 in the morning!! I was up with him. I was on and off with my sleep doozing off. But most of time i was up with the lighting and thurderstorm while it s raining outside. Tristan wake up with a loud boom! he thought the dog braking. I told him no it s not, it s thurderstorm. Go back to sleep! So, he did! YAY! I know some kids are scared and stay up a little bit long. But I am glad that he went back to sleep while Anthony is up. Of course, what s else, he slept with us until Anthony fell asleep. I put both boys in their own room!! I m glad that Tristan sleeping on his own bed now. We brought him a bedding set of Thomas the Train. Boy, He loves it! Now Anthony sleeping in his own crib! No more bassinet! He's getting big for it.

Tomorrow, I will start feeding Anthony baby cereal-- rice cereal once a day, then next week, it will be twice a day. It will be so exciting again to feed Anthony to see how he receat with his tasting of baby food!

Let me go now, enjoy ur night! Good nite! MWAH!

some thursday!

I dont know what to call for the title! My mind is blank from that moment! I was just watching the movie, called,.. jeeze i forget already. It s something about the pant and the sistehood. It s also based on the book. I didnt see it the whole thing just saw in the middle of the movie. Thats movie about friendhsip and being good freinds, be there for each other..and etc etc etc. U got the picture! Well that movie make me feel good and of course i was crying in the end. GIRLS CRY ALL THE TIME. there is nothing wrong with it! Anyway, I was saying that i like it 'cuz the freindship means each other and be there for each other. Also, freindship grow stronger and much love to each. Of course, and be part of sisiterhood too.

Just make me think that I miss all my girls out there!! Glad that you guys are part of my life! I'm glad that you are part of my life and contiunes to be friendship/sisterhood to be forever in my life! I am sure ya'll feels the same way. Sometime it s hard to describe. I have to sit and think how realtionship can be wonderful most way and of course we have ours bad times. But we learned from it and be there for each other, no matters what. My heart is alway with you guys! LOVE YA ALL!! MWAH!!

Tomrrow, Anthony will have his check-up. FINALLY! I know in two weeks he will be five months old! I cant believe it how fast Anthony grows!! BOy, I learned something about him! he can be shy in his own way! hahaha! It is so cute how he acts like that! About two days ago, Dan cames home for lunch. He had hot dog for lunch. well, I was holding Anthony and talked to Dan about his morning work. It s stressful for him. Anyway, when dan looking at Anthony and say Do u wanna some (hot dog)? He asked few times to Anthony. Anthony looked up at him and gave him a smile, yet, he brushed it away and face his face on my shoulder! How cute is that! Now he is alittle shy. :) I think it s cute story to share with ya'll.

TRISTAN TRISTAN TRISTAN TRISTAN! What am I going to do with him?! He is too silly in his own way! OF course just like father and son! Well, I brought a exceresauce activity for Anthony. Tristan got himself into it. I have to post it later tonight to show to you. He is too silly. But he can't gets out. He needs my help! He keep saying, "out out OOOOUUUTTT!!!" he s silly!

For his hearing aids, I still have a hard time to put it on his ears. he did so pretty for few weeks. But not this week! GRR!! I think the cream will help to put it on in his ear. I have to ask for more, when I will go to audilogy tomrrow morning for Tristan's.

Daniel is so busy almost two weeks. He have a busy projects to finish up and needs to be done. He telling me that one of the co-worker is pain in the butt and picky about the works. He told me this morning, if he is chopping his mouth again, dan will pull his hair! hahaha. POOR DAN! I know he will do fine! Oh yeah, he might transfer to different department to 3-d stuff. But dan's department wanna him to stay in cad department. They need him and love him too. I told dan, why not half and half. So, we will see whats happen.

I was so so SO SHOCKED about the result of American Idol!! I dont know who watch them BUt I DO! I couldn't believe that CHRIS is booted out! HOpe he will get his record soon! he sings so well! We will see whats happen with his singing.

Gotta go now. Anthony needs his mama! Mwah

WOW The times have gone too fast!!

WOW, OH MY OH ME OH BOY! I just couldn't believe that the time have gone so fast. I mean, ONe day I was pregnant. And the other day BOOM there is a baby. It s just feels that I just turned the page of the book-- the book of life. I just opened my eyes and rub my eyes to make sure, is he getting taller or just me!?! As u know who i am speaking about! Tristan, He just amazed me how he do things and how clever he is! He is getting taller and smarter too! I have been teaching him words and shows him what is that and this of the pictures of anything what we see. He can be stubbon in some way. JEEZE, he can be tough in his own way! But i gotta to push him by saying 'no" whatever he is doing wrong. LIke standing on teh couch, or going on the table... or grab the chair to be close to the oven... or anything he can gets in his own way.

He is doing well with his speech therphy and his hearing aids. He wears them pretty good. Sometime, he just dont wanted to wear them. I told him it s good for him. He likes it so far. Oh yeah, before he couldnt wear his heaing aids cuz of the earmold. He is allergy to the dye colored. Now, he have no-dye color. He is fine now! Whew! WE couldn't figure out why he is not wearing and etc. We feel so much better now.

For Anthony! Oh boy! He is still gaininig and growing so big now! He is getting taller too. Now he is four months old! couldnt believe it, how big he is! He is doing so well with his process. Now he can roll!! YAY for Anthony! He have been doing that for about two days now. He can roll from his back to his stomach. Not yet 360 degrees yet. Still waiting for that one! Oh yeah, about his clothes! He is wearing nine months clothes. Today, I just cleaned out his drawer to take his nine months clothes out because his clothes that have buttons dont fix him well, it s getting too tight. NOw i got his twelves months clothes out. he is getting so big!!!!!

Soon, I have to call for his doctor to make four months checkup. Soon he will be eatting rice cereal which it s baby food! YAY! It s so exciting! For sure I will be taking some pictures of it! I did that with Tristan! He is so cute when he ate that food!

Dan is doing good. He is busy with his job. He likes it. He works with variable of skills. That s good for Dan that he is learning so many thing from the company. It s increse his abilities of skills that s good for him!

Gotta go now.

I realized that i save it as draft and didnt post it. OPPS!

SO SORE!

Wow, I am so sore in my upper back! It could be that I am having a cold. 'Cuz last couple days, my stomach was bothering me on and off, on and off. It is driving me crazy. This morning, i feel sore in my throat. And my chest hurts too. it is possible to be cold! Important that i will take care of myself. Take my vitaman and drink some tea too. Sounds some virus going around here. Anthony have a cold. He seems to be getting better just wait and see then.

We went to Outback resturtant. Tristan was little scared by looking at the wall that have hanging items and pictures. He saw the shark. He was scared. Meanwhile he looking at it, he had ketchup on his hand and he towards to me said, mama mama in a low voice with his big eyes! Now I got ketchup all over my white shirt! haha Thats okay. i can be a kid again! haha!

Anthony is doing good! He is getting so big now! He is 8 weeks old! Unbelieveable! TWO MONTHS OLD ALREADY!!! JEEZE! He is so sweet! Gosh I loves his scent of smell. It's kinda smell like sweet scent. It s hard to describe what is like and etc. But I know it will be fade in few months! I will be missing that! He is a good baby. BOY, he loves to smile! He smiles all the time! HE have a big smile on his face. He make me so cheerful! His eyes started to change color. Now it is green! BIG GREEN EYES Just like me!! Tristan still have blue eyes! BEAUTUIFUL COLORS!! ANthony make alot of sounds! Cooing himself and laughing too!!

BEING SO BUSY!!!

Boy, I have been so busy a lot. The boys keep me so busy all the time. Most of the time during the day. During the nighttimes, I got so teird and relax too. Sometime I go to bed early like around 9 30 pm or 10 pm.

The boys -- Tristan and Anthony are getting so big! It 's so much fun with spend time with them and watch them grow too.

Tristan--

I loves him dearly! He is so much fun. Sometime, he can be pain in the butt if he is whinning and grumpy! I hates those. But it s funny to watch him how he acts out. I felt so bad if he gets whinning. I couldn't help him to calm him down when he is not calm down. It s not easy. I have tried my best as I can to help him to relax and tried to give him something which he dont wanted. All he wanted his Mama's love. I just have to hold him to calm him down.

During the nites, some reason, he wake up in the middle of the night, like 1 am. He screamed like crazy! ON and OFF ON and OFF! I dont know why, it could be his teething or the nightmare. We cant get into his mind to see what's the matter! It s not fun part to wake up in them middle of the nite by screaming about ten or twenty mintues. Tristan have other teeth growing on the back of his gum two on upper and two on lower. I can see few more is pushing out his gums. It could be the reason why. I am not sure.

Sometime, he can be jeslous when I was holding Anthony. OF course Tristan wanted my love. AWW! I love him too! I am trying to give him a toy or do his coloring book or watch his favortie shows while I was trying to feed Anthony. That is part is challenge part for me to keep both boys distant to do one thing at the time. But it s fun to learn how to handle and know what to do and etc.

Tristan learned so much words! BOY, he is so SMART!! He knows more than 50 words. I am trying to teach him more singing. But it will takes a while to learn over and over until he understands. Most of the time, he got the picture what we're saying or shows him the pictures in the book. The speech therphy also helped him too with his speech. The lady came to the house twice a week which it s part of program, Early Intervention. It's FREEE!!!!! Thats good thing!

Also, he have been going to audiology every fridays now. He needs to do some hearing test. BOY, he had a fist with different testin'. He will gets used to it when we will go there more often. So far, he have mild hearing loss. 45 dlb. Yesterday, we did his left ear with the earphone. TRistan wont wear his hearing aids. We had the earmold made but it s not arrive yet until other week. We wanted him to get starting with his hearing aids and hear more. Well, yesterday, we did his left ear with the earphone and the result showed his hearing test is 40 dlb. We coudn't do his right ear. he had a fist when we tried to put it on. We gave him a break. We will try other time. He did pretty good to listening the sounds. Yay for Tristan.

Anthony-- BOY! He is getting so big now! He is not little anymore! :( Here the picture of him when he was a newborn baby. SO SMALL!!



Now, he is getting so big. here is the picture of him.


Anthony is doing so well. Now he is only 7 weeks old! BOY The time have been flying by!! SLOW DOWN!! haha
Now he is wearing his diaper. But it s getting to small on him. Only thing that he is wearing staged 2. Soon he will be wearing staged 3. A upper size. For his clothing, he is not wearing his 0-3 months old anymore. He is done with that about three weeks ago. I would say. Now he is wearing 3-6 months clothes. However, if its buttons clothes. I had to open one button out by nearing his neck. BOY HE IS GETTING SO BIG!!

My grandma came over about two weeks ago. She brought the pictures of her and my dad together. She tried to show me the picture that my dad look like Anthony's face. It does! BUT BUT few nite ago, I told my brother Chris while we were eating dinner. Now Anthony looks like Nick who is my other brother. BOY his face might be changing. But he is so handsome baby! I started to noticed that Anthony's eyes starting to change color from brown/green to green/blue. My mom said last night to me that his eyes is blue! I said, it s green! Now dan this morning said, it s blue. I think it s only the reason 'cuz teh sunlight was directing into his eyes. I think it could be effect the color chaning. WHO KNOW!! We will just wait and see then.

I took the pictures of Tristan and Anthoy together. HOW CUTIE IS IT!!







Last weekend, we were playing around with the carmea. It came out beautiful shot. Here are some pictures.








Here is the picture of me and sons!





Last sunday, we had a blizzard. We have over two feet of snow!! Tristan wanna to go outside so badly. He was so whinning and wanna to be his Dada and GaGA (grandpa)
I dressed him up with his snowsuits and keep him warm. I took him outside. Dan and my Dad were trying to fix the snowplow. I forget what is called. it s machine to plow out the snow in the driveway. It was not working. The boys were fixing it. Tritan like to be with them. here is the pictures of Tristan and Dan!






And for my love, Dan is doing so good. He have been so busy himself as well. He works in the city. It is not that easy for all of us to not seeing him as much. He don't wanted to works in the city anymore. Because he dont wanted to miss our sons growing and wanna to spend time with the boys and be part of their lives. Also, the transportion cost is killin' us. It is very challenge part for all of us. About two weeks ago, I was looking online for jobs both of us. Just looking around. I saw the post that near by us for Dan's postion. I told him send the resume to them. So, he did! Few days later, the company, M.G McLaren Engineering Group called him up for intereview. He went for interview. He likes it better 'cuz it s closer to home and the benefits is much much much better than in the city! In the city dont pay overtime for dan's, which it s suck! The new job do pay overtime! WE NEEDS THAT! And the vacations benefits and the health insurance is much better. Of course, dan will be part of it for free. For family.... we only have to pay $200 a month. In the city, FORGET IT! it like $700 a month. WE couldn't do that. I felt it s way too much. I am so happy for dan took the oppourity to went for interview and I found it for him! Thank for the LORD!
About a few days after, the guy from the company, Mclaren called and informed Dan that he is hired for the company! He is so happy and relief too! Of course, all of us are happy for him!! Meanwhile, the job in the city was noticed that Dan is leaving cuz he gave a letter to his boss that he will be leaving in two weeks. The boss and co-workers took suprise shocking! But they understood the situation of the cost and etc. Howeever, they dont wanted Dan to leave the company. they love him and his works too. His boss gave him a offer. It s good offer. But it s not worth to stay in the city to spend the transportion and not seeing us as much. And that company is not widespread business. McLaren is! Its well-know! If we moves to CT, Maryland, Fl. We can do that, if we wanted to. that's would be later on! WHO KNOW!

So Dan will be start working in the end of the month. He is so exciting for that and comes home too on time to see all of us. And spend time with tristan which Tristan will go to bed after 730 or 8pm without seeing his DADA! haahha Now he will be seeing his DADA before he will go to bed!

ON valentine day's dan gave me a big big FLOWERS It s so beauitufl! He gave my mom flowers too. My mom took it so suprising! here is the picture of the flower! BEAUITFUL!


Hope you enjoy a long, a looonng stories what's happening with us! And enjoy the pictues too! hahahah Tristan came up to me dancing with Dan's headphone!! OH GOSH HE is listening to his favorties show, HI-5 from discovery show! his favorite song is on! That s song gave me a recording music in my head!! i have that song in my head for two weeks! It s so much fun to dance with him and sing with him! "three wishes what would that be!! Three wishes one, two, three, three wishes!!" hahaha

Enjoy your day!

A poem -- Mother's Love

I was cleaning up and I found the poem in my book. I like this poem. This is for my boys!

Mother's Love

How beauitful you are my life angel,
As I hold you in my arms for
Everyone to see,

You are a perfect and precious gift,
Sent by God to me.

And as you sleep at night,
You will always be safe
and protected,

And watched over by
the Lord above.

Love,
Mommy

BEAUITFUL BOYS

I was watching the movie, "Mr. Holland's o...." other days. It is for my boys!! It should change from Daddy to Mommy! It is for my boys!! Here is thee song:

Close your eyes
Have no fear
The monster’s gone
He’s on the run and your daddy’s here

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy

Before you go to sleep
Say a little prayer
Every day in every way
It’s getting better and better

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy

Out on the ocean sailing away
I can hardly wait
To see you come of age
But I guess we’ll both just have to be patient
’cause it’s a long way to go
A hard row to hoe
Yes it’s a long way to go
But in the meantime

Before you cross the street
Take my hand
Life is what happens to you
While you’re busy making other plans

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy

Before you go to sleep
Say a little prayer
Every day in every way
It’s getting better and better

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful boy
Darling, darling, darling
Darling sean

by John Lennon

Great New of new addition in our family!

WOW, it s have been a while. I was so busy with christmas, baking alot of cookies, and taking care of my Tristan. Tristan had a lot of fun with me making sugar cookies. he loves to use cookie-cut. Also, made peanut butter cookies. EVERYONE, repeat! EVERYONE ate it all! Also, made chocloate chip cookies and with the nuts too. It s fun to make the cookies. How yummy!

I had been going to the midwife every week last month to check on the baby's. The baby is doing good. Until after the holiday, I gained three pounds in one week. I was concered about the baby's weight will be bigger from the last sonogram, which it s showed that the baby is 8 pounds and 2 ozs. I spoke with my mom about it and very concered that I will not be giving natural birth. Also, spoke with midwife as well too. I went ahead to schudel for c-section. We went ahead to make schudel for it. the early the better! We re all exciting about it.

Here is the picture of me on Christmas EVE.
I looks too huge!!


I told my hubby through the email. He is so exciting. He can't wait to see the baby to come out the belly!

The next day, we were at the hospital in the early morning! Rise and Shine! haha :)
They put me on montier to watch out with the contraction and the baby's movement also, the hearts beats too. Also, they put me IV. BLAH! on my left hand! BLAh i dont like it. But the nurse can see my vein on my hand. She could nt see any veins on my arms. We were just waiting for the doc and getting ready too.

Then, we were on the roll for have the c-section. It s so fast! They gave me epuial(spelling?) to numb me. Gosh i could nt feel the thing! that s what epuial for. The doc, and midwife and nurses were getting ready to roll.

I heard the baby's screaming! Then it was quiet. Then I heard it again. The doc said, It s boy! Of course I know that! haha! They said, that's the baby's health is good! The nurse checked on him and the other doc too. They told my husband, everything is good and his hearing is good. he passed the hearing test. But we will be taking him again to Audiology when he will becomes three months old.

Welcome to the world, my son!! Here is the picture of him!




Dada and Mama with our second son!

We decided what name for him. It s Anthony Martin! He is 8 pounds and 8 ozs. 20 inches long! He is a good baby! He s looks like my Uncle John, my dad's brother. Anthony and Uncle John have the same nose! It s so cute! Anthony have brown hair, brown/green eyes. He is so precious baby.

I stayed at the hospital for four days. I was so happy to be back home. I really hate the lousy hopstial bed. But my c-section scar is getting better every day. It s better than the first c-section. I was so grateful with that. But at the same time, it takes time to heal for it. I have been taking the medience for the pain, while I was in the hospital. Now, I stopped it, I dont wanted to be addict to it. I know I am not. I am taking simple tylneor. Now the pain is gone but it s comes on and off with the pain. Of course the muscles and others are healing up, which, it s take times for it about six weeks to heal it up. I still had scaraple to hold my skin up from c-section. I had to wait about less than a week to take it out.

When I cames home from the hospital, I am so happy. Tristan is so exciting to see me home and the baby boy! He wore his t-shirt that our friend gave to him. On the t-shirt saying, "I am a big brother". He loves it! He is so exciting to see the baby. Of course, he wanted me to pick him up which I cant pick him up. I have to wait the scar to gets better! I would loves to pick him up and swirl him around like bears dancing in the room or mommmy/son dancing together!

Anthony had a little jaundice. We took him to his ped. doc. The doc said, he is doing good. But a little jaundice. It will go away. And it did! He is getting better and gains weight too. Now he is 8 pounds and 14 ozs. 21 inches long! Oh my! Oh my! Oh my little ones is growing!

Tristan!! I can't believe it! HE IS ALREADY BIG!!!!!! I mean, he is not a baby anymore! Now he is a toddler! He is so smart and walks so fast! Of course other toddlers do the same too!! However, he can be stubbon as mule! GRR!! **giggles** He is good toddler! He loves his baby brother. I wish this blog have like a tape recorder, so you can hear what Tristan tried to say his name, Anthony. Tristan tried his best as he can. It s so cute how he said it!


My favorties picture with the boys!


Hope u guys enjoy the pictures as I do!